Make a way outta no way

Update 08.09.09

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As much as I want to talk about my Lasallian Youth Retreat there is too much other stuff going on with my family life to properly recreate that joyous occasion. I am completely aware and grateful that I am not the worst off child in my current generation at the same time being completely aware that I am not well off. To make a long story short I don’t want to move with my mother to Florida – in America a polar opposite  to my home in New York City – and my reasons are not unreasonable. I’m not behaving like a spoil brat (which is the exact opposite of my personality) I’m  just becoming a senior this upcoming September and I think  changing schools, to a completely different state at that, is not in my best interests.

And there are so many things I can list to support my argument. I’m just so angry and at a loss of what to do that I don’t even know where to begin. Deep breath. It’s not fun to air out your dirty laundry on the internet I’m just more comfortable with this method then talking about it in person with anyone. Ugh! Ok I’ll begin.

My mom actually decided over a month ago that we would be moving out of New York because she and my aunt kept arguing about how life was going. And I was really worried. I mean I was just about to finish my junior year and and I had this whole plan set up for next year with my classes and volunteer work and just overall senior goodtime. A while after that it seemed that we would be staying put and I was happy. But then a few weeks ago she brought it up again and I’ve been using all my energy to try and convince her otherwise. All the while she’s telling me either I become emancipated or leave with her. I’m just really exhausted. There are so many other details I could bring up but what good will it do me.

If only my John Mayer could burst through my front door and save me. And I’d be his lovely argumentative scientist wife for all of eternity. I’m going to escape into that fantasy now :)

danni *Wish me happiness – I really don’t want to become an emancipated minor >.> I’ve been kind of hiding it well that I’m not in the best of spirits let that continue sad people are not interesting.


Written by Br1dgeoverwater

August 9, 2009 at 3:10 pm

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